Working on my 2013 Calendar. I want to do something
different for this year Calendar, buying the stands cost lots of money when I
order only small quantity. However, I found a photo stand in Dollarama, I am
thinking to drill 2 holes on top, insert rings and prints. To make a flip
Calendar with stand, but drilling a hole to the Acrylic stand is a challenged. I
am still stretching my design idea by using this Acrylic stands.
For now, I just
insert one page and using a clip to hold the rest of the pages behind it, this
is my Phase 2 stage, I hope to create something nice and finalize the product
very soon. I know is it a little late to work on the Calendar, but it should
make it for Christmas Present.
Today, it's father passed away 100 days, we believed after 100 days of passing, all the energy or some call spirit will completed gone in the air.. and we know he is in the Western Paradise with mom..
There are still nights I think about dad and cried, I missed him, and I wish there are still chances for me to show my love and care to him,,
I don t think I have done enough, I know! All my sisters and friends will disagree..
It s hard to say good bye to your love one, its never easy, no matter how much you think you are prepared for it..
Again, I must not let this emotional mood cause my dad soul to be in peace.
"Dad, I am all right, only some night, I just have a moody night moment, but tears is part of my healing therapy, other than flipping through your picture that mostly taken by me.. ..
My father had passed away close to 2 months now, time sure flied,,
in Buddhism, after 49 days of passing, the soul and energy will be reincarnated, we believed our beloved good hearted father is gone to Buddha world, he is gone with the wind to the Western Paradise..
We missed him and in Peace knowing he is in good place..
I took a day off today, to spend some time with my sister before she leaves. I drove to Canola field to snap some pictures with her. I also hired 2 boys, my son and his buddy to pose for my camera..
Here's some pictures that will bring us many returns in future..
Finally today I can have a quiet time for myself to rest and relief, my eyes is quite weak due to too many days of crying and stress. father is finally in peace, I am trying to rest so I can resume my usual activity.
The passed week was overwhelm for me and family, so thankful to Brother Max and Sister Ping coming from out of country and state to join us here to help, to mourn to walk together to say goodbye to father.
And I know Brother Leong who is still in Malaysian anxious to take part, he is mourning yet he is preparing for father last wishes, awaiting father urns to returns home, so that father can be re-united with mother in KL.
Do you know how much you know or how much you prepare for your final destiny?
There's never enough preparation, especially emotionally.
Everyone telling us how our father lived well, lived long, and he is in good place now.
We thought we are prepared as well, knowing he will be gone one day due to old age...
But it's never easy to say goodbye.
During this difficult time, you will need support, helping hand and some ceremony help to mourn. We had a simple Memorial service to to say goodbye, or to have it to celebrate his life well lived.
I have all that, Thanks to my dear friend Jessie who help so much during the funeral service, thanks for her and her husband big heart for not being superstitious and go extra mile to help us running a smooth memorial services process. Thanks to Mimi who looking after my boy so we can have flexible hours to take care my father funeral services.
Thanks to My dear husband with me all this time, especially during the moment we held on to father hand to say goodbye.. it was hard, it was sad,, and my husband were there to support, to care..
A big thanks to my sister's E who looking after father everyday so that family member who have their own family can have excuses for not being there for father daily...
Of course there are many many of relative and friend offer their comfort to us in many different way...
There isn't enough Thank you for me and family to express...
I missed my father dearly, and hope he soon be reunited with mother....
Our father is rest in peace and awaiting to go home to KL, Malaysia to
be reunited with our mother, Our Brother Leong is awaiting and preparing
father Urns to returns. Brother, thanks for everything.. And to
whom who came to the funeral service with your generous donation, to whom who post your sympathy, and phone texting during our time of loss. Your presence and your kind words
are of great comfort to us. Thank you.
p/s: Collected memorial donation will be donated to Wing Kei Senior Home and CCES Calgary.. Thank you for your generosity.
This week IF entry topic - Faded.......... Do you know what is it like when your memories is slowly fading away?
My father is a Dementia patient, he is slowly losing memory, he cannot remembered much.
Most of the precious memory is slowly fading away..
Fortunetly he is a happy goes lucky person, he didn't make it looks so fear and unbearable, we treasure his presents and make the best of it..
Thanks father, you will be ok..
Took a day off, thinking to do thing I wanna do without the boy, visit father or go visit hubby at work..
but poor little boy is sick, strep throat... so, stay home, eat, cook, relax, draw.. Sheep Baa Baa.. my favorites...